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Love Always, Junghee (girl!JongKey) 
17th-Oct-2011 08:10 pm
Title: Love Always, Junghee
Pairing: girl!JongKey
Rating: PG
Genre(s): angst, romance
Word Count: 416
Summary: Junghee is too romantic for her own good.
a/n: I am so sorry I haven't been posting much! School and real life are kicking my ass OTL I have a bunch of things started though, so hopefully I'll be able to post more soon. This is just another foray into the letter style story I tried before. This isn't connected to that at all though. Even though they are both letters to Gwiboon. lol.

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Dear Gwiboon,

    I miss you so much. I can’t even tell you. To have you ripped out of my life so fast has been harder than I ever could have anticipated. I thought I was stronger to be honest. I ended a relationship that lasted three years and I was okay. But this…this destroyed me. I don’t want you to worry about me though. I’m doing better.
    I don’t know what’s going to happen. All I know is that I love you. If this whole mess has made anything completely obvious, it’s that I love you more than I can ever put into words. But I know that’s a foolish thing to say. Especially considering the situation.
    Last night I dreamt that it was all over. Not us. The mess that life has served us. It was over and we could be together and I was so relieved. It was horrible to wake up and find that it was only a dream and everything was the same as it had been when I went to bed. But I’m not giving up hope.
    If you have to go away for a while, I understand. I don’t fault you for that. Because this is the real world and the real world sucks. So I understand. I know you’re in a really tough spot. It’s okay.
    I should be being more realistic and mature. I know I should be, but I can’t. If you want me to just accept things, I can try. And I’ll understand that too. But if you want me to, I’ll wait for you. Just tell me and I will.
    Because even if we can’t be together right now, that doesn’t mean that it’s forever. And I can wait.
    I just hate to make you wait too. You deserve to be happy now. So it’s up to you, my angel. I’ll understand no matter what.
    I just hope that you’ll stay in my life regardless of what you decide. Because you make me so happy. You make getting out of bed so completely worth it. You are better than coffee, my dear.
    I could go on, but I don’t think I should. And it’s okay if you don’t respond right away too. I just hope you’re doing well. I wish I could make life go easier on you. Life isn’t fair. I’m trying to accept that.
    Be happy for me please?
    I’ll be here for you as long as you want me.
    
    Love Always,
    Junghee

key grey
Comments 
18th-Oct-2011 01:11 am (UTC)
spot for l2inl2in <3
18th-Oct-2011 01:12 am (UTC)
spot for onewlurver :)

Edited at 2011-10-18 02:33 am (UTC)
18th-Oct-2011 01:49 am (UTC)
This was very sweet and kind of sad. (insert pouting face)
18th-Oct-2011 02:33 am (UTC)
it is sad, but i'm glad that you at least found it sweet too. lol.
thanks for reading and commenting!
18th-Oct-2011 10:18 pm (UTC)
:) how sweet, Junghee really cares for Gwiboon
The bit about waking up from the dream is really bad cause that depressing feeling of knowing how real life is just well depresses you lol
18th-Oct-2011 11:00 pm (UTC)
i'm glad you liked it :)
and yes, real life can be depressing!
thanks for reading and commenting!
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